Woman

Through time and life, what interest us most is patterns and fluctuations, how people adhere themselves to those situations, or how people mould the situations According to themselves. How they celebrate, how they grief, how they pretend as well as how they enact. 

Every small things, matter to our minds, most importantly those, we can't see with our naked eyes. But one who can create the most of all, Is the one considered wise, among all of them, searching virtue, she becomes one finding the scratch to the scary lies. 

It's the woman, who births the life and lives it all over again through all those birthed lives. 

She feels the most vulnerable emotions, with the most delicate and brave heart. (They would say delicate yet brave, but no, for i'm not bound to any parameters of comparing or presuming the non existence of some traits together, but accepted the account of differences residing altogether in a single room.)

Exception may rise, through choices and beliefs, but that doesn't change the fact, what they are capable of.

As i was making bed for her, you came across my mind, although it's already two and half years yet it feels like no time has passed or sometimes even like it has never even happened. Every sight of you flashes as if it were yesterday, but as the mind gets to track, a huge pile of pain flows through veins and make place in heart and that's when things get more twisted, for pain demands to be felt and all that can be felt is the hollowness that cultivates on being detached for forever. 

P.s. this concerns my pet who lives in my heart ❤️

The eulogy 💌

 

Dear baby flower,

The day, when i planted you, to the day, i was left with no other option, but to end your life, my love for you has never changed. 

I still recall the memory, when you were just a lil twig, i made you a pot, i see you growing every day. Every sight of your reminds me to smile a little more, to love a little more, coz you, you are limitless, you reminds me of unconditional love, and a enthusiastic life.

Though I failed to save you from those snails, who ate all your nutrition, but still, i believe that you are happy, in my Happy place.

Your's so careless

Love ❣️

wo shaam 🥀

Wo titli si jhoomti

Jo utregi

Foolon ki bahome

Wo bikharte rng 

Sang laayegi

Badalti raaho mai

Wo waqt bhi thm jaayega

Jb wo kdm badayegi

Wo dhalti hui

Khud pighalti hui

Hr disha mhkayegi

Wo samarpit ho jaayegi

Wo kan kan 

Usme sma jaayegi

Wo itr se bhi mhki

Wo jaam se bhi bhki

Wo nasha kr jaayegi

Wo sunahri shaam 

jb andhere ki bahao mai

Ek baar fir 

Vileen ho jaayegi...

चस्का नहीं अब स्वाद का,
सादगी भरा ज़ायका ही,
मस्का मार जाता है...
कुछ अज़ीज़ तो क्या कहूं,
साधारण लहज़ा ही,
मन को भा जाता है...

बदलती हवाओं से रंज नहीं,
कुछ भेद कह जाएं
तो मुक्तसर
किसी बात का कोई खेद नहीं,
गर घर कर जाएं
तो शांत रहना ही बेहतर...

रंगों में फर्क नहीं,
कुछ रंगीन 
तो कुछ
बेरंग ही
तृप्त कर जाता है,
कुछ दिलचस्पी तो अब खास नहीं,
बस सब
कुछ दिलचस्प लग जाता है...

तालबद्ध नहीं,
बेसुर ही 
राग गुनगुनाती हूं,
स्पष्ट तो
इन शब्दों में पूर्ण नहीं,
बस कर्ज़ लिए थोड़ा
काव्य रचना कर
सम्पूर्ण हो जाती हूं ।।

Be you !!!

What all they say
Is
Be you
But what if
I don't want to be
What i am.
What if
I go
Beyond the norms
The parameters
That are
Socially constructed
Would i be allowed
To keep the choice
i made
To stand with myself
To live life
On my terms
Would i
Be accepted
As i am!
Coz
I remember
They once said
Be you ...

A dream 💛

I had a dream,
A dream with cookie cup,
Cold coffee,
Some strangers,
Random gossips,
Actual ethics,
Eminent thoughts,
Broad and free,
As untied boats.

I had a dream,
A dream with open wings,
Lost minds,
Slinky arms,
Holding authentic wines.
Crawling,
Fluttering,
Wondering,
Wandering,
But going,
Far too far,
As skies with beautiful scars.

I had a dream,
A dream of passionate drops
Gently coming back to roots.
Fulfilling the promise,
The promise of standing by,
No matter what comes,
And what stays.
But also,
The promise of never quitting,
The journey,
For What may occur,
But continuously flowing
As long high tides.